Thanks.

At dahil sabi ni Mommy Wendi, eto na. <3

1.)  HAPPY BIRTHDAY ME! Haha. As I look back at the past year, I can’t help but laugh at the moments I made myself cry. I also can’t stop the tears from rolling down my cheek as I look back at the days of happiness God has given. There is just so much to be thankful for. There is so much to be happy about. There are so many things that simply make me happy that I’m still alive and able to see the world. To everyone who has been a part of my life for the past 16 years, whether it was a tragic or a beautiful experience having you, thank you for the change you brought to my life. Thank you for the love and the care. Thank you for being there. Thank you, from the bottom of my soul.

Siyempre, I have to thank God for my inspiration—my family. Haha. Sa family ako kumukuha ng lakas at ng rason para ngumiti. Sometimes, when things get too hectic at school, just a memory of them puts a smile on my face. Thank you, Mama and little brother. :')

To my siblinghood, Ate Wendi, Ate Reyna, Kuya Arden and Mara Liza. Thank you for the encouragement, the advice, and the love. Kahit hindi pa tayo nagkakasama nang kumpleto, I can feel na buo pa rin tayo. Love you, mga kapatid!

To my dear family and relatives, thanks for being part of my life. You're all greatly appreciated. :)

TO MY BELOVED BATCHMATES, muwah! :)) I love you, guys. Never will I find people like you again. Thank you for the stubbornness, the craziness, and the problems you’ve brought to my life. Kahit mga baliw kayo, salamat. :)

To all my good Pisay friends, you've permanently changed me. Thank you for the knowledge, the friendships, the gifts of laughter, the appreciation, and the presence. Thank you for all the things I had to undergo because of you; these things altered me into the girl I am now. To all the Pisayers I've met: Thank you! :)

To my friends outside Pisay: Rhonna Cristelle, Charlene Mae, Gooseans, Seminarians, common friends, and everyone else. Thank you for the lessons, the laughter, and the fun we shared. I hope God blesses your lives as much as He has blessed me with you. You have put a great deal of happiness in my once plain life. Thank you. :))

Mga best friends! I must see you again soon! >:)<

And to God, who continually loves me for who I am and all that I am, thank you so, so much for all the blessings and the love. :)

2.)  Another thing to be thankful for. Research! Yes, it’s finally over. We finally have the ticket to graduate in our hands. No more worries. No more anxieties of rushing papers and accomplishing tasks on due dates. It’s both a sad memory and a happy feeling inside me when I think of Research. Sa wakas, tapos na ang problema. Wala nang kailangan pang alalahanin. Pwede na akong grumaduate. Iyan lang ang masasabi ko tungkol sa research. There are things to edit pa, pero okay na ‘yun. Basta, tapos na. Thank you, God, for the big help. :)

3.)  Being a Bible-reader and Bible-lover. I’ve only recently started enjoying time with my Bible. I tell you, it’s such a beautiful feeling to be learning things that will benefit you not only in your earthly life but also in eternity as well. I’ve learned to fear God more, to praise God more, and to love God completely. I know I still have my imperfections, but to know Jesus and the Father is a beautiful feeling. I advise anyone who is in any sad situation to turn to the Bible. ALL the answers are there; it is all written. 

Again, thanks, people. Love you! :)

Your favorite Bible verse?

Your favorite Bible verse?

Answer here

Apropos Anger

Actually, homework ko 'to sa english. Gusto ko lang i-share. :)

Anger is absent when love is bounty; thus, anger is present when love is scarce. We fill ourselves with anger when we have lost reasons to love. We are angered when people hurt us, because we love ourselves too much that we would not let other people cause us so much as a scar.
So what happens to those who are love-departed? To those who cannot perceive tough love and are blinded by indignation towards others? To the angry?
The response is “they suffer.” They curse others, they shout, they blame the innocent. But, what happens to them after they have released the negativity? Nothing. They are still empty, unloved, bitter, and blind.
Anger does not solve anything. It does not cure the crippled, nor treat the trauma. It does not remedy the misery of losing something or the sadness of separation. It only adds to the problem being faced. If you are having troubles with someone, anger is not the solution. It will not take away the stress that only communication can repair. It does not make you move forward; there is no improvement in a life of anguish.
If you are angered, you are worse than the cancer-afflicted because even with your limbs that function, you are not able to help anyone, not even yourself. People must pity you for even the beggar has something to smile about, but you, who are more fortunate, are angered. If you are angry, you are not productive.
You are not able to finish tasks on time. Your responsibilities are not properly and enthusiastically accomplished. The maximum capacity you should be able to fulfil is not achieved.
Anger stirs up hatred between you and the people involved. The ambiance becomes unpleasant and if it worsens it will be unbearable. Anger adds confusion and aloofness to a place that should be abounding in interaction and good welfare. If anger gets out of hand, it affects you and your enemy in ways larger than the cause itself.
If only people are able to withstand the anger and to let the issue fall. Then, we would all be able to live in peace. People will make better choices if they are not controlled by anger. Friends can stay friends until they pass away. Family would never fall apart and divorce would never have been devised. Lovers will never fade away. People will never leave, and others would still be alive if anger was controlled by people.
God would be more delighted in us if we were not so conceited and angry with the people around us. He would be so much happier. He would be truly proud, if only we were not fuming all the time.
A burst of anger is inevitable with all the pressures we are facing, but to let it control your life and your relationships is foolish and unexpected of the wise. People must start smiling and letting anger pass. Let love fill us instead. Let our eyes be opened and anger be put away into oblivion.

Letters to Juliet

"..the truth is.. I am madly, deeply, truly, passionately in love with you.." --Charlie, Letters To Juliet <3


LOVE STORIES. It’s been a while since I watched movies about true love. And now, I watched Letters to Juliet. A real wow. I still wonder why and how women believe in true love. Why do they seek such things they aren’t sure even exists?


Sometimes, it can just be truly painful to wait around and see couples enjoying their love for each other while you watch in the background and wonder, "wherefore art thou, Romeo?"


I don’t think I’ve experienced such kind of love as in the movie, but maybe one day I will. I hope. I’d want to meet my Romeo, but I’m too young and I want to be prepared when I meet him. I want to be the Juliet he has been dreaming of and hoping for. :))

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Speaking of love, kachat ko si Mr.Smiley kanina.

Haven't seen him in six days. Missing him already. haha.

Adik-adik lang. xD

Why?

1. Why did I dream of being wrong about my crush? Is that an omen? Marami na kasi akong mga dreams na nagkatotoo. Sana naman hindi ito kasama sa mga 'yon. :/

2. Why do I not know what course I want? Grabe. Passing na ng UPCAT forms, hindi ko pa alam ang ilalagay ko. Actually alam ko na first choice ko, hindi ko lang alam kung ano dapat ang pansalo. >.< Yung pansalo pa ang problema ehh. Basta alam ko, med ang kukunin ko. Ewan na.

3. Why do I miss YOU sooo much. Haha. LOLS.

4. Why am I so tamad to wake up na on school days. Dati naman kaya ko gumising ng 3-4 am. Ngayon, regular time na ay 5:30 to 6. Haay. Ang tamad ko na bumangon.

5. Bakit ang bigat ng combat boots? :o Nararamdaman ko lang ang ginhawa sa buhay kapag natanggal ko na ang mga sintas at eventually ang mga itim na medyas. Ay, lol, haha, nag-rhyme?

6. Bakit ang saya-saya ko these days? O talagang mababaw lang ang kaligayahan ko? Haha.

7. Why are people so full of pride? Why is hypocrisy in everyone's heart? Why is the majority always right? Why is the minority always belittled? Discrimination and Racism are losers. Ugh.

8. Why am I still up, asking these randomly stupid questions? o.o

Huh. Mornight. ~~

TOO EXCITED, TOO BORED

294 days daw?


Tama ba bilang nila? Haha. Yan na ang mga natitirang araw ng Batch 2012 sa Pisay. Ang OA, noh? First week pa lang nagbibilang na ng mga ganyan. HAHA. Pano kasi, yung mga teachers mismo ang nagpapaalala na huling taon na namin. At si CS teacher rin ang nagsabi na March 28 ang tentative date ng aming pag-march.


Haaay. Ohwell. Masyado na akong excited for college. I want to leave this place na ang I want to go some place na walang nakakakilala sa akin. Haha. Wala lang.. xD Gusto ko lang makakilala ng new people pero at the same time find what I'm really here on earth for. (Toinks! WEH. Dumadrama ka, Hanna?? Hahaha.)


Napakaboring na kasi ng high school. Oo. May mga requirements, projects, dues, and so on, pero there's nothing thrilling about high school na. Wala nang bago. Kami na rin ang pinakamatanda sa school. Haha. o.o Ohnerrrs.


UPDATES:
Section: PHOTON!
Initiation: RUBY!~


Ps. Birthday ng aking biological brother bukas!
Happy birthday, Gio! :) Kahit alam kong hindi mo mababasa 'to. :P