Letters to Juliet

"..the truth is.. I am madly, deeply, truly, passionately in love with you.." --Charlie, Letters To Juliet <3


LOVE STORIES. It’s been a while since I watched movies about true love. And now, I watched Letters to Juliet. A real wow. I still wonder why and how women believe in true love. Why do they seek such things they aren’t sure even exists?


Sometimes, it can just be truly painful to wait around and see couples enjoying their love for each other while you watch in the background and wonder, "wherefore art thou, Romeo?"


I don’t think I’ve experienced such kind of love as in the movie, but maybe one day I will. I hope. I’d want to meet my Romeo, but I’m too young and I want to be prepared when I meet him. I want to be the Juliet he has been dreaming of and hoping for. :))

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Speaking of love, kachat ko si Mr.Smiley kanina.

Haven't seen him in six days. Missing him already. haha.

Adik-adik lang. xD

Why?

1. Why did I dream of being wrong about my crush? Is that an omen? Marami na kasi akong mga dreams na nagkatotoo. Sana naman hindi ito kasama sa mga 'yon. :/

2. Why do I not know what course I want? Grabe. Passing na ng UPCAT forms, hindi ko pa alam ang ilalagay ko. Actually alam ko na first choice ko, hindi ko lang alam kung ano dapat ang pansalo. >.< Yung pansalo pa ang problema ehh. Basta alam ko, med ang kukunin ko. Ewan na.

3. Why do I miss YOU sooo much. Haha. LOLS.

4. Why am I so tamad to wake up na on school days. Dati naman kaya ko gumising ng 3-4 am. Ngayon, regular time na ay 5:30 to 6. Haay. Ang tamad ko na bumangon.

5. Bakit ang bigat ng combat boots? :o Nararamdaman ko lang ang ginhawa sa buhay kapag natanggal ko na ang mga sintas at eventually ang mga itim na medyas. Ay, lol, haha, nag-rhyme?

6. Bakit ang saya-saya ko these days? O talagang mababaw lang ang kaligayahan ko? Haha.

7. Why are people so full of pride? Why is hypocrisy in everyone's heart? Why is the majority always right? Why is the minority always belittled? Discrimination and Racism are losers. Ugh.

8. Why am I still up, asking these randomly stupid questions? o.o

Huh. Mornight. ~~

TOO EXCITED, TOO BORED

294 days daw?


Tama ba bilang nila? Haha. Yan na ang mga natitirang araw ng Batch 2012 sa Pisay. Ang OA, noh? First week pa lang nagbibilang na ng mga ganyan. HAHA. Pano kasi, yung mga teachers mismo ang nagpapaalala na huling taon na namin. At si CS teacher rin ang nagsabi na March 28 ang tentative date ng aming pag-march.


Haaay. Ohwell. Masyado na akong excited for college. I want to leave this place na ang I want to go some place na walang nakakakilala sa akin. Haha. Wala lang.. xD Gusto ko lang makakilala ng new people pero at the same time find what I'm really here on earth for. (Toinks! WEH. Dumadrama ka, Hanna?? Hahaha.)


Napakaboring na kasi ng high school. Oo. May mga requirements, projects, dues, and so on, pero there's nothing thrilling about high school na. Wala nang bago. Kami na rin ang pinakamatanda sa school. Haha. o.o Ohnerrrs.


UPDATES:
Section: PHOTON!
Initiation: RUBY!~


Ps. Birthday ng aking biological brother bukas!
Happy birthday, Gio! :) Kahit alam kong hindi mo mababasa 'to. :P

A Lesson from Econ

As I was doing Econ homework last night, a quote grabbed me: “Decisions have opportunity costs because choosing one thing in a world of scarcity means giving up something else.”

Okay. So, uhm, I bumped or maybe, crashed into somebody a few months ago. Let me just shorten it to "Nagkabastusan." And there, a fire was ignited.

Days and days passed and I forgot about it and let it go. I didn’t even care anymore. I just shrugged it off.

BUT HE DIDN’T.

Until now, he drops these little hints that he hates me or doesn’t want me around and how I am disrespectful and so on… I thought he was noble and RELIGIOUS enough to let it pass. But, I guess he isn’t.

I hate this. I hate it when people have so much pride in them that they won’t forgive others. Akala mo naman kung sino silang magaling, ah?

Okay, so the connection with the quote is that I will not bother settling the problem now. Not yet. I’m too busy. I already have enough schoolwork to be stressful about and I don’t need an arrogant person like him getting in the way. I will give up fixing things with him so that I can be prepared and ready for other school problems that will be coming. God will give me the strength to approach him when He will. But, right now I have my studies to focus on.

There will be a time that I will realize I have to fix it already. But, that isn’t now. I don’t care and I don’t want to care if he hates me. I’m already trying to be better; I just hope he realizes that and not be blinded by his first impression, his pride, and the rumors he knows about me.

Besides, he might change his mind sooner or later so I'm saving myself the trouble and wait for God to do his magic tricks. :)

HUH. WHY IS IT THAT AFTER I JUMP OVER AN OBSTACLE, ANOTHER ONE POPS UP. >:(

Ang buhay ay parang SWIMMING :)

Ang buhay ay parang SWIMMING :)

Two nights in a row kami nagswimming ng aking mga pinsan at pamangkin. Atleast, before the end of summer, na-experience ko ang lumangoy-langoy at mag-enjoy sa ilalim ng tubig. :)

Ang buhay ay parang SWIMMING. Why? Well, marami akong reasons for that.

#1 Remember the quote “Flow with the current, but go against the bad tide?” Hindi naman kailangan maging professional swimmer eh, pero kung alam mo kung kelan ka dapat huminto at bumalik na sa dalampasigan, mabubuhay ka sa tubig.

#2 May mga limitations pa rin. There will always be that line that will say “you have gone too far, go back.” Huwag kasi tayong masyadong pasaway. Do not be blinded by the challenge of going further. You have to think of your safety, too.

#3 In connection with number two, huwag nating pilitin ang ating mga sarili. Kung alam mong wala ka pang 5 feet, huwag ka nang umasang kaya mo pa sa 6 or 7 feet. Unless magaling ka nga talagang lumangoy, huwag subukang ipahamak ang sarili.

#4 SA MALAYO AY MAY PATING. Meron talagang mga pating at iba pang mga mababangis na hayop, kaya kung hindi ka mag-iingat, baka mawalan ka ng paa or braso, o kaya nama’y malamon nang buo.

#5 Para maenjoy ang buhay, minsan kailangan mo talagang maka-inom ng chlorinated water ng pool o kaya naman ng contaminated water ng dagat. Parte yun ng buhay, kung hindi mo iyon mapagdadaanan, hindi ka magiging masaya. Wala nang thrill. These kinds of pain are part of swimming. There is no happiness in swimming without them. :)

#6 May mga oras na sasakit talaga ang mga mata mo sa pagmulat ng mga ito sa ilalim ng tubig. Huwag mabahala. Mabuti nang sumakit ang mga mata, kesa mapariwara o mawala sa landas. Mahirap nang mapalayo kapag asa ilalim ka ng tubig. Marami ngang pating, diba? :)

#7 Always swim with friends or family. Ano ang silbe ng paglalangoy ng mag-isa? Kanino ka magpapakitang-gilas? Sino kasama mong lumangoy? Kanino mo masasabing “Masaya pala” kung wala ka namang kasama? GRABEEEH. BAWAL ANG EMO SA LIFE.

#8 At syempre, the most beautiful analogy I can think of between life and swimming is laging mayroong Lifeguard. Hindi ka Niya pababayaan. Kung nagkamali ka man, andiyan Siya. Kung nalulunod ka man, itry mo lang sumigaw o magtaas ng kamay, darating Siya. No doubt.

Hindi ko na ie-expound. Pag-isipan na lang.~